all duct tape and safety pins inside

Title: Dissipation
Author: varkelton
Artist: lightthesparks
Genre: Slash
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~ 18,000
Pairings/Characters: Sam/Dean, Brady
Warnings aka Enticements: Sex pollen of the magical variety, Dub-con, Angst, First time, One-sided UST.

Summary: The hope for a life beyond the hunt hadn't been the only reason Sam ran away to Stanford; he had also been running way from Dean. When normal went up in flames along with Jess, Sam needed Dean more than ever... but Sam knew that Dean would never stay if he ever learned what haunted Sam's dreams.

AN: Begins towards the end of the Pilot and goes AU from there. No spoilers for anything unaired.

Written for lightthesparks' loveyoulikesin Sam/Dean Mini Big Bang