all duct tape and safety pins inside

Title: Dreams Become Wishes That Will Vanish Into Prayers… (Part 1), verse #10
Author: lauehime
Rating: Mature
Genre/pairing: H/C, Angst, Family, Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean, Lucifer
Word count: +/- 8,200
Warnings: Some cussing, alcohol abuse, gratuitous cruelty, moderate to high levels of angst
Summary: Sam has a reason to go on a drinking spree and then one to stop short. He goes into withdrawal, or so he thinks.

Written for spnshannanigans’s prompt on ohsam which is “Sam's memories from hell threaten to overwhelm him every moment of every day.  To calm the storm in his head, he comes to rely on either drugs or alcohol (or both).  Dean allows this to continue (for now anyway) because he doesn't know how to help Sam and he can't stand the screaming”