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mentholpixie.livejournal.com

Title: Take Me in Your Arms
Author:

mentholpixie
Rating: M
Characters: Sam, Dean, Meg
Summary: The first night, Meg parties like there's no tomorrow, which, Sam assures her, there won't be, because Dean is going to hunt her down and send her straight back to Hell where she belongs. AU of Born Under a Bad Sign.
Word Count: 2,200

lennelle.livejournal.com

Author: Lennelle
Title: Swallow Me Whole
Summary: Sam turned Ruby away after Dean went to Hell and found something to help him sleep.
Word Count: 4,907
Author's Note: Prompt: Sam is an addict or alcoholic after Dean goes to Hell or Purgatory. Set season 4. Part of Sam-centric Reader's Prompts on FF.net. Very mild Sam/Ruby.

winchesterpooja.livejournal.com

Title: Fireflies in the Dark
Rating: R for many heavy topics
Genre: Brothertouching, Destiel AU (TFW are roommates with Doctor!Cas, mechanic!Dean, Pre-Law!Sam), Angst, Drama, Romance, Fluff, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Brotherly Love, Slow Build Destiel, Sam-Cas friendship, Emotional Hurt/Comfort
Pairing: Dean/Cas, and background pairings that will have no real action.
Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel, Claire, Mary Winchester, Ellen, Bobby, Ruby, Jo, Lucifer, Charlie and OCs
Word count: ~5000 for the chapter
Summary: When Dr Castiel Novak receives his last patient for the day at the ER, he doesn't know just how drastically his life is about to change. Meanwhile, Special Agent Bobby Singer has some terrible news to deliver to the Winchester boys.
As each new breath and heartbeat becomes a miracle and a luxury, Cas and the Winchesters learn to live, love and sacrifice. They learn to be grateful for what they have and to hope. Because sometimes hope is the only thing that can keep you going.
Warnings: Terrorism, Violence, (non-graphic) Rape/Non-con, Depression, Amputation, Permanent Injury, Whumped boys, Emotional Manipulation, Drug Addiction, Substance Abuse, PTSD, Character Death, Self-Harm, Suicidal Thoughts, Sex, Medical Jargon, Idiots in Love

A/N: I know it says Destiel, but I'm a total Sam girl and a big fan of brothertouching so you can expect lots of Sam love and brotherly bonding in there. :)

Disclaimer: I don't own anything you recognise. I really wish I did, but nope. Kripke is the one who created them.

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winchesterpooja.livejournal.com

Title: Fireflies in the Dark
Rating: R for many heavy topics
Genre: Brothertouching, Destiel AU (TFW are roommates with Doctor!Cas, mechanic!Dean, Pre-Law!Sam), Angst, Drama, Romance, Fluff, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Brotherly Love, Slow Build Destiel, Sam-Cas friendship, Emotional Hurt/Comfort
Pairing: Dean/Cas, and background pairings that will have no real action.
Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel, Claire, Mary Winchester, Ellen, Bobby, Ruby, Jo, Lucifer, Charlie and OCs
Word count: ~1500 for the chapter
Summary: When Dr Castiel Novak receives his last patient for the day at the ER, he doesn't know just how drastically his life is about to change. Meanwhile, Special Agent Bobby Singer has some terrible news to deliver to the Winchester boys.
As each new breath and heartbeat becomes a miracle and a luxury, Cas and the Winchesters learn to live, love and sacrifice. They learn to be grateful for what they have and to hope. Because sometimes hope is the only thing that can keep you going.
Warnings: Terrorism, Violence, (non-graphic) Rape/Non-con, Depression, Amputation, Permanent Injury, Whumped boys, Emotional Manipulation, Drug Addiction, Substance Abuse, PTSD, Character Death, Self-Harm, Suicidal Thoughts, Sex, Medical Jargon, Idiots in Love

Disclaimer: I don't own anything you recognise. I really wish I did, but nope. Kripke is the one who created them.

lauehime.livejournal.com

Title: My Twilight’s Getting Brighter
Author:

lauehime
Rating: Mature
Genre/pairing: H/C with lots of luv, humor verging on crack!fic and angst because it’s still me. Gen.
Characters: Sam, Dean, Leviathans
Word count: ~ 4000
Warnings: Some cussing and illegal drug use, displayed as much nonsense and sugar-coated with sparkles and glitters of more nonsense. Also, I don’t mean any offense by any of the words I’ve put in here. They’re only for the purpose of the story.
Summary: Sam gets his hands on some ‘happy pills’. Only, he should never forget that what goes up has got to fall.

Written for

spnshannanigans’s prompt on

ohsam which is “Sam's memories from hell threaten to overwhelm him every moment of every day. To calm the storm in his head, he comes to rely on either drugs or alcohol (or both). Dean allows this to continue (for now anyway) because he doesn't know how to help Sam and he can't stand the screaming.”

evelyncarver.livejournal.com

Title: Hunting Breaks
Fandom: Supernatural
Prompt: Substance Addiction
Medium: Fic
Wordcount: 2,983
Rating: R
Warnings: Substance Abuse, Implied Suicide Attempt, Canon Character Death
Summary: Inspired by this prompt from

lauehime's Winchester Hurt/Comfort Festival a long time ago: I like the idea of Sam trying to deal with hating hunting and the life they live through addiction (something like pain meds maybe - which would make him jump in front of the line of fire if it meant getting hurt and fed a dose of his beloved relief). From then on, there are many possibilities the story could turn to. Dean and/or John could find out, or Sam could accidentally take in a bigger dose than he should've, or he could get into trouble. That's up to you, of course!

On LJ / AO3

agelade.livejournal.com

Title: Crown Upon His Head
Author: agelade
Rating: PG-13 (Language, Sex)
Word Count: 6k
Characters/Pairings: Ruby, Meg, Sam, Dean; Ruby/Meg, Ruby/Sam
Written for genteensybang 2014.
Art by chomaisky, here.

Ruby is on a mission, and her mission is going to get himself killed.

lauehime.livejournal.com

Title: … And Prayers Are Turned Into Empty Promises (Part 2), verse #11
Author:

lauehime
Rating: Mature
Genre/pairing: H/C, Angst, Family, Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby, hints of Lucifer
Word count: +/- 8,400
Warnings: Some cussing, alcohol/drug abuse, moderate to high levels of angst, dangerous fluff
Summary: It kinda turned into a curtain fic for a while. Sam is disabled and Dean brings them out of the hunt to take care of his brother.

Written for

spnshannanigans’s prompt on

lauehime.livejournal.com

Title: Dreams Become Wishes That Will Vanish Into Prayers… (Part 1), verse #10
Author:

lauehime
Rating: Mature
Genre/pairing: H/C, Angst, Family, Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean, Lucifer
Word count: +/- 8,200
Warnings: Some cussing, alcohol abuse, gratuitous cruelty, moderate to high levels of angst
Summary: Sam has a reason to go on a drinking spree and then one to stop short. He goes into withdrawal, or so he thinks.

Written for

spnshannanigans’s prompt on

cosmic-medusa.livejournal.com

Title: Raggedy Andy and the Slippery Slide
Author name:

cosmic_medusa
Genre: AU, Dean/Cas (tame), addict!Sam, humor, angst, addiction, alcoholism, abuse, fluff, schmoop
Characters: Dean, Sam, Cas, Andy Gallagher, Jack Gallagher(OC)
Rating: R (language, content)
Word count: 5,010
Warnings/Spoilers: Angst/schmoop/language/addiction/alcoholism/drug-use
Author's Notes: I'm baaaaaaaaack!!!!!!! :)
Beta: All mistakes are mine.
Summary: Andy Gallagher is a great friend, a great son, and a model recoveree. Until he's not.

Follow the cut: “I’m not really yours, Pop.” A tear escaped out the side of Andy’s eye and ran down onto the sofa pillow. Jack used Sam’s damp washcloth to the stain off his son’s face. “I’m not really anybody’s.”

Previous: Three Kings 'verse Masterlist

lauehime.livejournal.com

Title: In the Drift of Days, verse #08
Author:

lauehime
Rating: Mature
Genre/pairing: H/C, Angst, Family, Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean, Lucifer
Word count: +/- 4,300
Warnings: Some cussing, illegal use of legal drugs, disturbing images
Summary: Dean’s overprotective and Sam’s overreactive. It all ends in overconsequences.

Written for

spnshannanigans’s prompt on

lauehime.livejournal.com

Title: Familiar Taste of Poison
Author:

lauehime
Rating: PG-13
Genre/pairing: Hurt/comfort, Angst, Family, Bits of humor, Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean, Jess, Brady
Word count: +/- 12,000 for the whole story
Summary: Preseries, Stanford era. Sam survived his first finals as a 'College Boy' and he joins the fun at a party with friends, only to push things a little too far. Dean is surprised when he gets a call in the middle of the night to learn that he is Sammy's emergency reference. Needless to say that he takes this role really seriously.
Spoilers: Some storylines are picked from season 5 so if you wanna be safe...
Warnings: Alcohol abuse.
Disclaimer: Not mine sadly. Supernatural belongs to Kripke.
A/N: Funny, this was supposed to be a short one-shot. Well... It was my first attempt at writing Sam as a teenager/young adult and I knew I wanted a hint of Jess in this story. I included how Sam and Jess met and of course I used the Brady storyline for that (Spoilers! for those who haven't seen season 5).

Part 1
Part 2

dont-hate-me01.livejournal.com

Title: The Whole Truth And Nothing But
Author:

dont_hate_me01
Artist: No art submitted
Beta:

tattooeddevil
Genre: Wincest
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Mention made of rape. Drug abuse and self-harm with a knife. Top!Dean
Summary: After being hit with a truth spell Sam's forced to reveal some shattering things about himself, including that he was raped and that he loves Dean like no brother should love his sibling, he runs away. Dean manages to find him almost a year later and now his younger brother is addicted to heroin and is into self-harm. Sam can't believe that Dean feels the same about him and feels like Dean only pities him. Dean has to use a spell on Sam before Sam realizes Dean feels the same and with time and love Dean convinces Sam that they share a special bond.
Fic Master Post

Current Mood: cheerful

cosmic-medusa.livejournal.com

Title: The Pride of Your Heart 7/?
Author name:

cosmic_medusa
Genre: angst, addiction, grief, awesome!bros, limp!Sam, protective!Dean, sad!Cas
Characters: Dean, Sam, Cas, Gabriel, Raphael, Michael, Lucifer(Lou), Rachel, Victor Hendrickson, Jodi Mills
Rating: PG-13--R (language, some schmoopy D/C, addiction, non-con drug use)
Word count: 5,560
Warnings/Spoilers: Angst/schmoop//language/violence
Author's Notes: Part of my Three Kings 'verse, recommended you read We Three Kings first.
Beta: All mistakes are mine.

Summary: A Morgan Family Crisis brings Cas and the Winchesters back East, where Cas learns that his family is out to do whatever it takes to bring him back into the fold: even if it means eliminating the family he's adopted.

Dean was sitting next to the bed, rubbing his back. Sam had told Dean and Cas everything he knew, then repeated to it all to the police, and then lapsed back into silence.

Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four Part Five Part Six

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cosmic-medusa.livejournal.com

Title: The Pride of Your Heart 6/?
Author name:

cosmic_medusa
Genre: angst, addiction, grief, awesome!bros, limp!Sam, protective!Dean, sad!Cas
Characters: Dean, Sam, Cas, Gabriel, Raphael, Michael, Lucifer(Lou), Rachel, Victor Hendrickson
Rating: PG-13--R (language, some schmoopy D/C, addiction, non-con drug use)
Word count: 5,920
Warnings/Spoilers: Angst/schmoop//language/violence
Author's Notes: Part of my Three Kings 'verse, recommended you read We Three Kings first.
Beta: All mistakes are mine.

Summary: A Morgan Family Crisis brings Cas and the Winchesters back East, where Cas learns that his family is out to do whatever it takes to bring him back into the fold: even if it means eliminating the family he's adopted.

Looking back, Cas was amazed how quickly his training had taken over—and his brother’s. Michael and Cas had never worked together in the same Emergency Room, but they had fallen together like a well-drilled team.

Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four Part Five

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cosmic-medusa.livejournal.com

Title: The Pride of Your Heart 5/?
Author name:

cosmic_medusa
Genre: angst, addiction, grief, awesome!bros, limp!Sam, protective!Dean, sad!Cas
Characters: Dean, Sam, Cas, Gabriel, Raphael, Michael, Lucifer(Lou), Rachel, Victor Hendrickson
Rating: PG-13--R (language, some schmoopy D/C, addiction, non-con drug use)
Word count: 5,450
Warnings/Spoilers: Angst/schmoop//language/violence
Author's Notes: Part of my Three Kings 'verse, recommended you read We Three Kings first.
Beta: All mistakes are mine.

Summary: A Morgan Family Crisis brings Cas and the Winchesters back East, where Cas learns that his family is out to do whatever it takes to bring him back into the fold: even if it means eliminating the family he's adopted.

A light knock came on his door as Sam was unbuttoning his dress-shirt. He checked his watch and figured enough time had passed that Dean may havae stepped out for ice and was returning to complain he’d forgotten his key, or a hotel employee had been sent to offer perks because of Cas’s last name. Instead, he found Lou Morgan.

Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four

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ramblin_rosie

Title: The Nature of My Game
Author: San Antonio Rose (

ramblin_rosie)
Characters: Sam, Dean, Ruby, others
Pairing: Sam/Ruby
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 2,482
Warnings: Drug use, off-screen sex, non-graphic depictions of murder
Notes: All-human AU. One-shot.

Summary: The only devil driving Brady to kill Jess was drug addiction. So how far will Sam go in revenge to bring down El Diablo and the cartel that supplied Brady's drugs--and at what cost will he ignore Dean's advice?

( Pleased to meet you, hope you guessed my name... )

cosmic-medusa.livejournal.com

Title: The Pride of Your Heart 2/?
Author name:

cosmic_medusa
Genre: angst, addiction, grief, awesome!bros, limp!Sam, protective!Dean, sad!Cas
Characters: Dean, Sam, Cas, Gabriel, Raphael, Michael, Lucifer(Lou), Rachel, Victor Hendrickson
Rating: PG-13--R (language, some schmoopy D/C, addiction, non-con drug use)
Word count: 5,610;
Warnings/Spoilers: Angst/schmoop//language/violence
Author's Notes: Part of my Three Kings 'verse, recommended you read We Three Kings first.

Beta: All mistakes are mine.

Summary: A Morgan Family Crisis brings Cas and the Winchesters back East, where Cas learns that his family is out to do whatever it takes to bring him back into the fold: even if it means eliminating the family he's adopted.

“Michael warned me you were charming, but he never mentioned clever.”

“And Mikey never mentioned you at all. Lou and Gabe and the parents, but you were left clean out of the equation. Guess that’s the story of your life, huh?”

Part One

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nblaque-impala.livejournal.com

Title: Just One Fix (Epilogue).
Author:

nblaque_impala
Beta: dualityforce
Genre: Hurt/comfort. Pre-Sam/Dean. Non-hunter AU.
Rating: R.
Warnings: Drug abuse (heroin) and withdrawal. Character death (Jess and John). Swearing. Wincest (not so much this part of the 'verse).
Characters and Pairings: Sam, Dean, Mary
Summary: Sam and Dean aren't hunters. Their mother wasn't killed by a demon, and they didn't spend their whole lives flitting from on motel room o the next. For the most part, they also weren't friends. When news comes of Sam and Jessica's engagement, Dean realises just how badly he screwed things up with his little brother, but it might just be too little that late, because that night Sam's car is run off the road and all of their lives are changed for ever.
Notes: First installment in the junkie!verse.

Fic here.

nblaque-impala.livejournal.com

Title: Just One Fix (6/6).
Author:

nblaque_impala
Beta: dualityforce
Genre: Hurt/comfort. Pre-Sam/Dean. Non-hunter AU.
Rating: R.
Warnings: Drug abuse (heroin) and withdrawal. Character death (Jess and John). Swearing. Wincest (not so much this part of the 'verse).
Characters and Pairings: Sam, Dean, Mary.
Summary: Sam and Dean aren't hunters. Their mother wasn't killed by a demon, and they didn't spend their whole lives flitting from one motel room to the next. For the most part, they also weren't friends. When news comes of Sam and Jessica's engagement, Dean realises just how badly he screwed things up with his little brother, but it might just be too little that late, because that night Sam's car is run off the road and all of their lives are changed for ever.
Notes: First installment in the junkie!verse.

Fic here.

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Entries tagged with substance abuse

Take Me in Your Arms 1/2

Swallow Me Whole

[FIC] Fireflies in the Dark [R | 2/?]

[FIC] Fireflies in the Dark [R | 1/?]

Fic: Underneath a Stretching Skyline, verse #13 : My Twilight’s Getting Brighter (Gen, M, H/C)

[FIC] Hunting Breaks

[Fic] Crown Upon His Head

Fic: Underneath a Stretching Skyline verse #11:… And Prayers Are Turned Into Empty Promises (Part 2)

Fic: UaSS verse #10 : Dreams Become Wishes That Will Vanish Into Prayers… (Part 1)

Raggedy Andy and the Slippery Slide

Fic: Underneath a Stretching Skyline verse #08: In the Drift of Days

Familiar Taste of Poison, a Supernatural Fic

Fic: The Whole Truth And Nothin But

The Pride of Your Heart 7/?

The Pride of Your Heart 6/?

The Pride of Your Heart 5/?

Fic: The Nature of My Game (PG-13, Sam/Ruby, AU)

The Pride of Your Heart 2/?

Just One Fix (Epilogue)

Just One Fix (6/6)

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